Is it weird to feel this ridiculously happy? The pessimist in me says yes, but I'm going to shove that side of me somewhere where the sun doesn't shine and embrace my optimistic side that's yelling HECK YES!
This week has been so much fun, and while I love spending time by myself, hanging around, reading books, I do like some company every now and then and this week I've had plenty!! I've really missed hanging out with my teammates so on Monday I got to go on a road trip with them to watch the mens national basketball team play against Lithuania, and even though they lost and I kinda felt bad for eating at Mickey D's, I haven't laughed that much in a while.
Also I just got home from a movie that I went and saw with Jessica, whom I haven't seen in forever! (Bad best friend over here) The movie was hilarious!!
You know that feeling. In fact I think it is the best fee;ing you could possibly feel. That feeling where you just smile like a goofball and everyone makes you laugh. For example.. I'm such an angry driver, always yelling at people to stop being idiots, but tonight after the movie I had to drive through the city to get to the intercross that I wanted to get too, and these guys just randomly decided to be bro's and have this huge goodbye extravaganza, where they were hugging and fist pumping in the middle of the street. Okay, so normally I would have probably honked the horn and yelled profanities (sorry, I curse a lot, only in Finnish and in Swedish though), but tonight I just waited until they were finished and one of the bro's waved at me and we shared a laugh, which was super random in itself. So yeah. I'm officially being a weirdo, smiling with random dudes and whatnot. Also Coldplay was playing on the radio and I LOVE me some Coldplay.
So now, I solemnly swear (that I'm up to no good, jk), that I will make the best of what is left of this summer. I will go and hangout with friends no matter how tired I am, I will smile a little more and worry a little less, I will say stupid things or do things wrong, but I won't let it bother me, and most importantly I WILL be happy.
Shouldn't be too hard since it's like a week left of summer. BOO